smr’s blog

moments that
i would like to forget completely about.
but will forever regret about.

its a difficult feeling, different feeling.
the uncertainty is even more killing.
its hard to live in doubt.
its sick when i try to think optimistically.
its horrible when i assume the worst.

i could look back at my life
and laugh about most terrible moments.
but not anymore.

it shouldn’t have happened.
i don’t even know who to say sorry to.
had i believed in god,
it would have been relaxing to talk to.

what to do, when one can’t answer the questions rising in his mind.

just can hope to learn a lot from it.

–
based upon a nightmare, which was unfortunately real.

i have no major secrets in life, but this one will probably remain for a long time. until i learn to laugh about it.

PS: The post was kept private till Sep 2nd.

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