smr’s blog

Finally I could hear her voice, after a long long wait of 34 days.
She reached back to college today morning. Called me at afternoon. I felt so lively after so many days. I just wanted to cry.
But I kept on fighting and blaming her for not calling me for all these days.

I called her at night, and talked for long, some 3 hrs. I was kind of strange at phone. I was speaking some strange, rubbish things. She asked me so many times - “Are you drunk?”. I was senti, tired, angry, romantic, excited, some mixture of all feelings.

I am not sure about my going to meet her. She says that she can only be with me on places like restaurant etc, and I cannot even touch her. Nothing irritates me more then being with her and not being able to hold her. I dont want to go under such conditions. But I want to go. I can’t even recall her face clearly. I have to see her once, I want to hold her once. I was kindof hurt by her point, but okey I do understand her.

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