completing 34 days quota
Talked to her. Yesterday 2 hrs and today 2 hrs.
Most of the time she was talking about Rachna didi, she miss her a lot, She is very upset about her story. And very afraid. She has lost all faith from life. She is afraid to loose me. Asks “mere baad doosri shaadi karoge kya ?”. She is stupid.
Other things, she was asking about my friends comments about her. I really didn’t get any. And she was time and aging asking the same question. I said I will ask them and tell you. Stupid.
And then, was asking what all did I talk to mom about us. This time mom didnot talk to me about it. Didnot get appropriate circumstances. Ya, but she gave few comments in my and Nivedita’s talks, she use to ask Nivedita ‘who is Sunny bhaiya’s choice’ etc. And while I was cooking she said something like ‘haan seekh le, shaadi ke baad kaam aayega’ etc.
Was telling “itna daanta mat karo” about my last phone call. She could not sleep that day. That day I screwed her for not calling me and for having objection on my coming to meet her. Though I ended the phone in happy mood, but that was not enough to tame my crazy girl. Sorry baba.
Then other senti stuff, ghar ki kananiyan, loving chat etc. “missed ya so much with every bla bla ….”
Finally I am not going to meet her. I waited a lot and planned a lot about it, and now its not going to happen. Life sucks.
