smr’s blog

no one can. never.
How can I forget such an important day of my life. I use to mark this date in my calendar, as soon I use to get a new one. And use to prepare for this day one month in advance. I use to be unconsciously conscious about this day. And this time, it came and went, and i didnt even notice.
I just can’t suck more.
It was sitting at the dinner table, I asked is it 12th. July 12th. “Yes”
Is this what I call love. Remembering her birthday at 9pm. I mean at 2100 hrs.

How can I ?????????

Happy Birthday Jaan. Luv u lots.

* She is in village these days. College vacations till Aug 1st week. So can’t anyway call her, and wish her. She asked me to write a letter everyday, as a birthday gift. But I’m not writing any. I am so much out of touch with writing letters. I cant write now. She will screw me for it.
* Its kinda bad day for me. I am not feeling well today. Kinda feverish. Can’t work. Slept 10am to 3pm. And now watching movies.

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