its over [ simplicity of complex things ]
called her again yesterday night. thought everything will be fine now. wanted to end it now.
but she didn’t finish it here. it was now her turn to react. afterall she was listening from 2 days. she had a lot to say. she wanted me to understand how cheap i was all along. talked about my ego, my villianious behaviour. Said “You are not the Sunny I loved.”.
I cant really listen a lot.
Didnt thought that she will make it this worse. it felt like everything has finished. like its over. We were no way going to agree with eachother. felt like we no more understand eachother. i was not able to see a future for us. it became impossible to imagine that we can live together. didnt know how to stop it, though i wanted to. it was the worst time of our relationship. felt like we are on the verge of breakup.
and the phone got disconnected. called her again…
…and both of us were in tears. Didnt speak anything. That was the most senti moment of my life. Like we were away for ages.
And then all of it was a memory.
In Making : breakup - circumstances and psychology
May 19th, 2005 at 8:34 pm
us or US
how can u rite US as us ….. dOOd this is serious …..
May 19th, 2005 at 8:52 pm
ek minute…
smr,
im not sure i can make a personal comment on your own life and love of your life. but anycase..
first, im not sure if its the anger thats speaking or the frustration of not being able to see each other thats doing the talk. im sure its the latter and if its so, believe, just meet atleast for 30 mins and EVERYTHING will sort itself out. just sit together for 15 mins and everything will just come back, magically
im not sure if you thought that you both would never fight in whole of your life, but that never happens.but that doesnt mean you love her less nor she.
just take some time off. just think about all the positives you’ve got and all the chemistry you both have. i suggest you write down everything negative or just keep putting your woes out to only one best friend who is mature enough. read after a week and then decide.
May 20th, 2005 at 6:48 am
Re:
oh yeah, its US. i have a very bad habit of writing everything in small letters. afterall i have learned typing for c/c++ and not for english.
Thanks for your comments Kopos. You (on anyone) are always welcome to comment here.
Its fine now. and we were not on breakup btw.
Well i think its just the momentum of the arguments, which dont really reflect the reality and cause all the trouble.
January 16th, 2006 at 2:27 pm
THEY r like THAT
Dear frnd, gals r made to b like that…i m a 19yr old guy, and theres this gal in my life…she is engaged, but still loves me, and confesses so too, but also hurts me by saying,”AGAR wo nahi hota to i will marry u”…isn’t that sort of cheap?i mean can’t we guys have our own life, own galfrnds???